last update: 12.20.07

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also feel free to let me know if you have any problems with the download links of with the file itself (for example to increase or decrease video quality).

comments would be appreciated ♥

edit: 01: Canopus ProCoder 2 is the program i use to make these ipod files. my cousin actually installed it for me so i'm not sure if it's freeware or not :/

happy birthday dernierous!!! sorry i don't have anything fancy made :/ i'll make it up to you when i go back home ♥

i'm just sitting in my room watching Mago Mago Arashi, eating dumplings (pot stickers) and drinking green tea ♥ i haven't watched MMA in a while i forgot how much it brightens my day.

ps. dernierous i didn't post about school! :D

i'm not feeling it guys D: anxiety attack...

my 100 icon slots is running out in 12 days... i'm debating whether or not i should order for another year. or should i wait until i'm more active oh lj...

Kamenashi won another clear victory with almost 26,000 votes, while Arashi's Masaki Aiba came in second with about 8,500 votes.

KAME vs AIBA. wow... apparently i love people that look good in jeans :) i totally agree aiba looks really good in clothes. but kame just looks better in jeans. ♥

100% on my exam!! :D which means i have an A in the class overall. *sigh of relief*

now i plan on doing NOTHING for the next 2 days. XD even though i still have class

am i the only one thinking i was better off NOT seeing jin in anan?


edit: LOL. my sister. she's awesome.
ourfadedmemory: you HAVE to look. it's like roadkill, no one LIKES it but EVERYONE looks. [regarding jin's an-an shoot]

i got an A in my first major pharmacy school exam. :) whoot i'm SO TIRED. but all that studying paid off. and to add icing on the cake, i got my financial aid check today. money and an A! i feel good. i should reward myself like buy a PS3 slim with my school money XD. ♥

lesson 1: do not watch Boss or any other semi-scary or thrilling drama/tv show/movie at 1:00am in the morning when your roommate is out. you will not be able to fall asleep.

lesson 2: ugly pancakes still taste as good as pretty pancakes.

lesson 3: if you're going to be wearing shorts/skirts in a humid and warm environment remember to spray "off" or any other insect repellent. if you don't you will promptly be bite.

lesson 4: if you buy a nightlight to put in the hallway at night, make sure it lasts more than a few days. you never know when your cheap nightlight will break, it might be during the night that you just finished watching Boss and your roommate is out and you can't go to sleep.

;___________________; i'm starting my move to Virginia tomorrow.

so i had a dream that i was dating aiba. i don't know how many people know but my best dream ever to this day was when i went camping with akame and we slept in separate sleeping bags but i was sandwiched between them. they were trying to get me to confess. but this is my SECOND best dream ever! me and my sister went on this craze and went on a vs. arashi marathon and it must've been all those aiba win moments when he catches both pipes and has those cute faces, but i digress. i had a dream that i was dating aiba and he was telling me that he didn't want me to go and i said "i'm right here!" hahah HOW EMBARASSING! and then i had to wake up and turn off the fan cause it was cold and then it was aiba dream OVER. quite sad T______T.

so like the reason i've been gone for the last month, i don't know who knows, but i'm planning on moving to virginia for school. i just got health insurance this month and whenever i'm not working, i'm making doctor's, dentist and hair salon appointments. i finally finished all my dental work. it took three visits but i got a regular cleaning, a deep cleaning, xrays, four fillings and removed all cavities. i got a physical done for school, chest xray because i always fail TB tests. then it was my birthday week and since i'm moving all my friends wanted to hang out before i left... so yeah, i've been busy.

OH and i was trying to find a roommate and i had to go back and forth and there was a lot of paperwork. i was driving to and from colleges to turn in my grades. yeah, so there's lots of stuff. then my sister was nagging about icons so i made two for her. WEE done!

i hope everyone is having a nice summer.

YAYAYAYAY I FOUND A ROOMMATE!!! :DDD and she wants to live at the apartment building that i wanted to live at. the weird thing is she wanted to exact room that i wanted and so she's allergic to fur so she didn't want any pets. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD PERFECT.

i can't find a roommate!!! what's taking so long?!?!?! :(

just posting to say happy jin day everyone. LOL i didn't want to forgett. ^^

man i never thought i would be this busy during the summer. i have no idea why but i am constantly feeling that there are just not enough hours in the day to do everything that i want to do. not enough days in the month not enough months on the year. :D anyway i'm in a good mood because i just finished my philosophy class crap for this week. i have the next three days off of work! YAY! i guess working having only one day off in 8 days paid off because now i have four days free. :)

on a much more somber and sad note, everyday i am reminded that michael jackson has passed away. i went karaoking with my friends yesterday and i wanted to sing all of michael jackson's songs (which are SUPER HARD TO SING). i have said this before but i truly feel that the world has just lost a legend. his life had few ups and many downs but i'm glad that people are treating his passing with respect and sadness. it's about time people showed him the respect he deserves. i hope that he's in a better place.

sorry i haven't been updating lately. i've been working a lot lately. DDD: i mean i actually like work don't get me wrong. it's just that when it's a lot of days in a row it can get really tiring. i can't complain at home because my mom always tries to one-up me and say i complain too much. hahahha tomorrow will be my first day off in four days and then i have another three days straight. good news is i got a dollar raise! yay! i guess a part of me is feeling a little scared because i'll be moving to virginia in august and i want to save up some money in case my family needs it when i'm gone. i have no idea if i'm going to be able to find a part time job or when i will get a part time job. anyway i have to go get dressed!!

on another note, if you look at work too long the word starts to make no sense.

how is everyone???

in a spur of the moment thing, i decided to challenge my sister to push-ups. i did a whooping 7 and my sister did 8. OMG MY BODY IS PAYING FOR IT. hahaha my arms have been sore for the last 3 days and my abs are sore. i didn't even KNOW you use your abs in push-ups. oh man. mistakes mistakes. maybe one day i shall get to 10.

i went to go see Disney Pixar's new movie Up. it's SO CUTE but really sad i literally cried through the whole movie. but i am the type of person who gets emotional really easily when i watch movies and tv. i'll just about shed tears for everything. quite fitting for ihearyourtears. i actually don't like watching movies with my friends because it's REALLY embarrassing that i cry so much during movies. sometimes i'll cry to the point where it's hard to breath and i start making noises. XDDDD my sister is already use to it but i think it's a side that my friends don't usually get to see. hahaha. anyway back to the movie, it's SUPER cute and it's really good. they make the old man look so grumpy in the posters and stuff but actually he's a nice old man. like all Disney Pixar movies there was a short film in the beginning called "Partly Cloudy". it's about storks and the clouds that they get the babies from. the graphics were gorgeous i also cried a little near the end of that one. i'm a computer graphics geek i love paying attention to the little details and the graphic rendering in films. Pixar definitely delivers with state of the art computer graphics. i was blown away buy the beauty of the shots in "Partly Cloudy" as well as "Up." I definitely recommend Up to anyone of any age.

haters. whatever.