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»cartoon KAT-TUN download links located here« )
»kat-tun performances download links located here« )
»kat-tun subbed videos download links located here« )
»kat-tun commercial download links located here« )
»kat-tun pv download links located here« )
»kat-tun concert perfs download links located here« )

if you would like to see something else in .mp4 format please feel free to let me know. :D i'll try my best convert it for you in a timely fashion. however i cannot guarantee that i'll be able to get them done right away so please be patient.

also feel free to let me know if you have any problems with the download links of with the file itself (for example to increase or decrease video quality).

comments would be appreciated ♥

edit: 01: Canopus ProCoder 2 is the program i use to make these ipod files. my cousin actually installed it for me so i'm not sure if it's freeware or not :/
 
 
mood: working
 
 
only lonely your teardrop ♥
07 July 2009 @ 05:29 pm
YAYAYAYAY I FOUND A ROOMMATE!!! :DDD and she wants to live at the apartment building that i wanted to live at. the weird thing is she wanted to exact room that i wanted and so she's allergic to fur so she didn't want any pets. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD PERFECT.
 
 
mood: relieved
 
 
only lonely your teardrop ♥
05 July 2009 @ 08:11 pm
i can't find a roommate!!! what's taking so long?!?!?! :(
 
 
mood: anxious
 
 
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04 July 2009 @ 11:10 am
just posting to say happy jin day everyone. LOL i didn't want to forgett. ^^
 
 
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27 June 2009 @ 11:48 pm
man i never thought i would be this busy during the summer. i have no idea why but i am constantly feeling that there are just not enough hours in the day to do everything that i want to do. not enough days in the month not enough months on the year. :D anyway i'm in a good mood because i just finished my philosophy class crap for this week. i have the next three days off of work! YAY! i guess working having only one day off in 8 days paid off because now i have four days free. :)

on a much more somber and sad note, everyday i am reminded that michael jackson has passed away. i went karaoking with my friends yesterday and i wanted to sing all of michael jackson's songs (which are SUPER HARD TO SING). i have said this before but i truly feel that the world has just lost a legend. his life had few ups and many downs but i'm glad that people are treating his passing with respect and sadness. it's about time people showed him the respect he deserves. i hope that he's in a better place.
 
 
mood: sad
tunes: michael jackson - heal the world
 
 
only lonely your teardrop ♥
20 June 2009 @ 08:36 am
sorry i haven't been updating lately. i've been working a lot lately. DDD: i mean i actually like work don't get me wrong. it's just that when it's a lot of days in a row it can get really tiring. i can't complain at home because my mom always tries to one-up me and say i complain too much. hahahha tomorrow will be my first day off in four days and then i have another three days straight. good news is i got a dollar raise! yay! i guess a part of me is feeling a little scared because i'll be moving to virginia in august and i want to save up some money in case my family needs it when i'm gone. i have no idea if i'm going to be able to find a part time job or when i will get a part time job. anyway i have to go get dressed!!

on another note, if you look at work too long the word starts to make no sense.

how is everyone???
 
 
mood: working
 
 
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08 June 2009 @ 09:36 pm
in a spur of the moment thing, i decided to challenge my sister to push-ups. i did a whooping 7 and my sister did 8. OMG MY BODY IS PAYING FOR IT. hahaha my arms have been sore for the last 3 days and my abs are sore. i didn't even KNOW you use your abs in push-ups. oh man. mistakes mistakes. maybe one day i shall get to 10.
 
 
mood: sore
tunes: listening to my philosophy lecture
 
 
only lonely your teardrop ♥
06 June 2009 @ 11:57 pm


i went to go see Disney Pixar's new movie Up. it's SO CUTE but really sad i literally cried through the whole movie. but i am the type of person who gets emotional really easily when i watch movies and tv. i'll just about shed tears for everything. quite fitting for ihearyourtears. i actually don't like watching movies with my friends because it's REALLY embarrassing that i cry so much during movies. sometimes i'll cry to the point where it's hard to breath and i start making noises. XDDDD my sister is already use to it but i think it's a side that my friends don't usually get to see. hahaha. anyway back to the movie, it's SUPER cute and it's really good. they make the old man look so grumpy in the posters and stuff but actually he's a nice old man. like all Disney Pixar movies there was a short film in the beginning called "Partly Cloudy". it's about storks and the clouds that they get the babies from. the graphics were gorgeous i also cried a little near the end of that one. i'm a computer graphics geek i love paying attention to the little details and the graphic rendering in films. Pixar definitely delivers with state of the art computer graphics. i was blown away buy the beauty of the shots in "Partly Cloudy" as well as "Up." I definitely recommend Up to anyone of any age.
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mood: happy
 
 
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02 June 2009 @ 08:31 pm
haters. whatever.
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mood: pissed off
 
 
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31 May 2009 @ 11:57 pm
ARASHI ANOTHER SINGLE?? my heart is happy, my wallet weeps.
 
 
mood: exhausted
tunes: kat-tun - rescue
 
 
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i would just like to say that i am by no means a trekkie. and i mean that in the nicest way possible, because after watching the movie i really wish i was! star trek is AWESOME!! i went to go see it a few days ago. it was a 10:55pm showing, i went after a fill 8.5 hours at work. at first i was really worried that i would fall asleep during the movie but man was i ever wrong. i was wide-eyed and engrossed in the movie from the first few seconds. chris pine and zachary quinto are excellent at protraying captain james t. kirk and first officer spock. i went in the movie with only the move basic knowledge of star trek but the movie is very good in itself. i highly recommend it to anyone who's looking for something to watch this summer.

on another completely different note. me and my sister have been playing haneru no tobira ds: tanshuku tetsudou no yoru aka the abbreviation train. XDDD it's SOOOO FUN. i wish i knew more japanese though because there's tons of kanji that i just completely and utterly fail at reading. the only thing besides the hard kanji is that the voice recognition is not too good. the ds doesn't understand when we say "one piece" and "mini skirt" we say everything with a japanese accent but for some reason we ALWAYS fail at one piece and mini skirt. it's really quite annoying. i would like a japanese person to play this game with and see if they can pass the "one piece" and "mini skirt" challenge. DDDD:
 
 
mood: sleepy
tunes: KAT-TUN - moon
 
 
only lonely your teardrop ♥
28 May 2009 @ 08:13 am
wow i was not expecting tegoshi to be in Dream Boys this year. hopefully kame won't tell him to usero too XD i kid. i kid. but i guess it makes sense since NEWS has been really low on activities this year. :/ i'm not sure if tegoshi has ever had is own butai but i think it's a good idea for him. he's very good at singing he'd be really good in a musical.

anyway i'm off to work. i need the money!!! i feel kinda guilty for buying all three versions of arashi's ashita no kioku/crazy moon ~kimi wa muteki~ single. but i can't resist ***stickers*** and the covers were so pretty!!!!!!! and then i also ordered some BtR concert goods not too long ago and i'm also DEFINITELY going to buy the BtR photobook AND the july magazines are coming out soon and i usually buy all the july magazines because it's my birthday month. XDDDDD
 
 
mood: curious
tunes: beyonce - single ladies (put a ring on it)
 
 
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26 May 2009 @ 11:04 pm
arg!! i don't usually use internet explorer but i just happen to be using it today because i'm on my sister's laptop. anyway my profile looks like CRAP on internet explorer! DDDD: how disappointing, i'm not sure how to fix it so it looks the same on both browsers. @#$%@#$

anyway on another note i hope everyone enjoyed their memorial day weekend (whoever lives in the US anyway). it's my first day back to work after a 3.5 day break and my legs are killing me! i'm like an old lady. not only that i'm exhausted after work, it's only 11:00pm and i'm thinking about calling it a day. what happened to my youth?? where did it go??
 
 
mood: sleep time
tunes: akanishi jin - care
 
 
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24 May 2009 @ 11:57 am
yay! three day weekend. :) i went to disneyland on thursday but only for half a day because my sister had to study for a test. i think i'm getting old because i could barely last for 8 hours before i was really tired. hahahahaa but in my defense it was really hot that day. XD

on another random note i've been wanting to change my layout every since i fixed my profile page but i can never find the right picture.

anyway my mom is sleeping right now so i shall take this opportunity to make a post before she wakes up and continues to hijack my computer :) i know this episode was like a week ago and another episode already came out but better late then never right?



yama ni noboro.... yama ni noboro! )

ack my mom's awake! :DDD i g2g now.
 
 
mood: not enough time!
tunes: ninjatown bgm
 
 
only lonely your teardrop ♥
22 May 2009 @ 08:23 am
KAT-TUN IS GOING TO HAVE A SUMMER TOUR!?!??!?!??!??!?!?!?!!!! I WANT TO GOOOOOOO!!! i might be in taiwan this summer too!! i can totally fork out the extra money for a plane ticket to japan!!!! maybe...
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mood: sleepy
 
 
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all because of my MOM. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: she's hijacked my computer and has made it her own. she likes to watch her dramas on my computer because my chair is comfy and i have really nice speakers ;____; when my mom isn't using the computer my sister uses it for school D: so the only time i can really use my computer is for a few hours before i sleep. i'm SO BEHIND. although i have been pretty diligent in keeping up with the Break the Records dome concert fan reports. :D they fill my fangirl heart with joy. speaking of filling my heart with joy...



why hello there yamapi ♥ long time no see :) )

anyway aside from that i've been busy working full shifts. sometimes i don't think my family believes me when i say i'm tired after work, because i work at a pharmacy and i don't really do any heavy lifting or anything. but it is REALLY tiring. today was my first day off in a while but i spend my morning running errands because my coffee maker broke. it's okay though, the new coffee maker is really spiffy it has a digital clock and i can set it to automatically make coffee in the mornings. SCORE. then i spent the rest of my day making a new profile for my sister, [info]ourfadedmemory. the process of making the profile picture didn't take that long but the coding took FOREVER. I HATE CODING!!! it took a joint effort between my sister and me to fix the coding. although i didn't get any credit for coding. i'm quite proud of it though because i've been going through a ps dry spell. anway i need to fix my profile too but i have already spent my photoshopping quota for the day. XD

edit: NEW PROFILE IS UP!! check it out yo! idea jacked inspired by [info]yuckie_chan and [info]dernierous. XDD
 
 
mood: artistic
tunes: yamashita tomohisa - mola
 
 
only lonely your teardrop ♥
14 May 2009 @ 12:21 am
i knew about this earlier but i just saw some pictures of kame's cameo in mr. brain ♥ i wonder if kame was very nervous being in the presence of his dai-sempai, especially with kimura staring so close to him. i was already looking forward to haruka ayase and kimura being together in a drama but add kame into the mix and now i just CAN'T MISS the first episode. ♥ oh, kame looks so very good in doctor attire, i wonder why he has to curl his hair though. is that some sort of standard that doctors need to have curly hair???

edit: odagiri ryu!! WER@#$ASDFASDf ♥ i can't wait!!!!
 
 
location: den-o train
mood: worried
tunes: aaa - climax jump
 
 
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I've been wanting to make this post since the day i bought the album but unfortunately i was sick during the time this album came out. but now that i'm recovering i hope it's not too late for this small review of Break the Records -by your & for you-. i haven't read anyone else's reactions to the album especially from the fandom so it would be nice to hear some general thoughts. i read [info]dernierous mention that people have been saying that this album is better than 'Best of KAT-TUN'. while i can't agree to that statement, i will say that this album did not disappoint my expectations and it was well worth the trouble i had to go through to buy it. with that said please read the disclaimer before going futhur...


just a disclaimer: i'm not very good at rating songs and i'm highly biased since i love KAT-TUN and i usually love whatever they release. so if you're looking for a unbiased review of just the music then this is the wrong place to look.

i can find my way 'cause i believe in myself. if you follow your way you'll find the answer. )

btw can anyone on my flist point in the direction of a good Regular Edition cover scan of this album?? i want to make an itunes album cover but the only scan i could find for the regular edition, let's just say wasn't too HQ.
 
 
mood: contemplative
tunes: KAT-TUN - moon
 
 
only lonely your teardrop ♥
10 May 2009 @ 10:27 pm
although the old cartoon KAT-TUN segment eventually grew on me, i'm really happy with this new segment. i didn't love the old segment so much in the beginning but this NEW segment is the opposite, i loooooved the first episode it was engaging and i like that they get together and go over the VTR. it kind of reminds me a little of D no Arashi and Can!Jani meshed together. i'm really looking forward to more episodes, one was just not enough. i love it so much i downloaded the episode in HQ XD.




uno. dos. tres. quatro!! )

don't forget to hover your mouse over the caps for some captions.
 
 
mood: content
tunes: my sister singing precious one
 
 
only lonely your teardrop ♥
i can't say i'm completely 100% better but now i just cough once every few hours so that's not bad at all. XDDDDDD i will definitely catch up on what i missed and be back ♥
 
 
mood: awake
tunes: senses fail - can't be saved